Right now…

…..i am pondering alot.

Pondering is my favorite things to do.

A. Because it solves problems.

B. It gives us time to plan our next move in this game so quaintly called life.

C. When your mind runs overly lie mine it comes up with creative stuff, like my next plot to take over the world involving sea lions, saddles, the worlds largest pair of boxer briefs and a single jar of baby food.

But it does have its cons, like how if you think to much it ultimatley leads you thinking about the bad. Right now my pondering s about girls, what it has been every so often more since m last break up (because it was so long ago). My pondering started out good  but ended with girls.

Girl for me is never a good subject. I am the guy that is always the friend who helps out the girls but then ends up getting feelings that are too close, then have to watch and be happy for them as they move onto the next chapter in there love life while i stand there giving moral support as much as it makes me feel like an old bag of fruity O rings in a group of fresh Fruit Loops; this either results in me getting over it or the regular heartbreak. Not saying it’s their faults because if they read this they should know th reason i liked them is because the exact person that they were to me, its me that lets his emotioness in and get hurt. 

OH WELL! I guess that the way its gonna go until something out of the ordinary happens and a girl i like is something out of the ordinary.

When that happens i’ll fill you in.

But for now: TOASTER STRUDELS!